“What is it like to be in love?”

“Free. It feels free, like there’s nothing that can stop me, nothing can hold me down.
It feels as if I can do anything because of love and I’m free of the fear of failure because,
even if I can’t do everything, at least at the end of the day,
there’s still me and him. When all else fails, love won’t.”

Reign on Me series

Monday, March 1, 2010

[00m10] CheonSa's Thoughts

You don't know.

At the end of the day: you don't know. You don't know the truth, and, ergo, you cannot understand the truth.
Then who are you to judge? Who are you to criticize or comment? You lash out, you scorn and you become hateful because you are suddenly thrust into this state of not knowing. You don't know what is right or wrong and you certainly don't know what is the truth and what is a lie. You don't know and that scares you, bothers you and so, you channel your energy, your emotions - frustration - into anger.
Worse of all, you aim it at the source even though... you still don't know.

You claim that others are fickle, weak and have lied; portraying some image. This could be true, but it could also be wrong. Rather than lay the blame, why not look within yourself first? You, who have changed sides, changed loyalties so immediately without truly knowing? You say 'he said' or 'she said' but in reality, those sources claim the same thing and, really, what you know has gone through 6 degrees of separation. Besides, those sources you claim, can they truly claim to be... unbaised?

You hear words straight from the source and you're quick to question. It's understandable because it could all be a script; it could all be words put there by someone else. But in the end: you still don't know. So it's sad that direct words cannot even be trusted anymore. When did the world become so corrupt? So sceptical? So bleak?

A lot of loyalties are changing. A lot of words are being said. A lot is happening when no one truly knows.

Think rationally.
Get your facts straight.
Then, and only then, can you turn your back on people with
a clear conscience.

But, in the end, you still don't truly know.


Park said...

This sounds so much like what I feel about Hottest attacking the other members of 2PM, I feel so angry and so sad, but at the same time so not useful and weak for not being able to protect them -_-U I know I cant protect the world, but at least I want to do something more than just hope and wait D':,

Daria said...

I think that that this was a very good point. We fans don't know the whole story and what we do know are from sources that claim they are credible but when it comes down to it, is it really? It's times like these that I know we fans can do some major damage and that doesn't help anyone or anything at all.

I'm personally a little bit upset with how other Hottest (official and unoffical I suppose) are attacking the 2PM members. We don't know the story. We only know what people report and by then, it will have changed hands and lips thousands of times at least and everything at that point shouldn't be considered the truth.

I hope things will be brighter in the future.

Kate said...

i feel like that's going to be constant...you never know if you're ever going to KNOW!
I got tired of trying to understand...and yes, mad and frustrated and angry and everything you mentioned.

I'm trying to learn to just be okay with the mess. But completely at the same time i'm wondering if that's wise! Life is so confusing.


tashk13 said...

interesting.. I like

Lyndsayy. said...

we sound similar. something that we can all relate to. there will never be something like what you have just written about that each one of us all will not be able to relate to.
strong words.
strong meanings.
though we can only say, what we feel. what we believe. what we have experienced.

amazing words. thats what you have written about.

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